This is Me.

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Life updated —

Wow.. I am so good at sticking to something and staying dedicated.. NOT!! Its funny how I promise myself to stick to this thing but my commitment lasts less than a week. Oh brother!

Well here we go again! What better than restarting this commitment to my tumblr than doing it on the first day of summer? This is where my life really starts anyways.

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So what have I been up to for this past year? Well I moved back to the SGV. Not one of the best decisions I’ve made. I guess people are right when they say “once you move back, moving back home will never be the same.” Who knew those people would br right. Well that’s how my life went. Parentals weren’t so bad the first couple of months home but it didn’t last so long. Here came the babying, the curfews, and the annoyance of their nagging. But yet, there are always those perks of moving back home. Finding new love has to be the one that tops it.

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Ralph Lim Ambrosio. That explains it all.

I never thought that I would find myself falling head over heels again so soon especially coming from where I came from. Summer 10’ was my way to be on my own. I promised myself I’d stay single for atleast a year. Well a year later, I find myself in love with a Guy.

Funny how we became so close eversince I moved home til now. Even after knowing eachother for so long. He was always right there in front of my face but yet I was standing by the wrong Guy the whole time.

How the hell did this thing happen? I still from this day have no idea. But from what I can concur, it all started maybe in late October. After a fun summer, came football season. Drinking and hanging out became a daily thing. Then it came to bbming eachother every morning to throughout the day until we saw eachother until I went home.

Everybody and anybody had their own theories about us. There were those whispers of ‘is there anything going on between them?’ Maybe it was always those weekly dinners we had at the pad and always being the 2 singles hanging out with all the couples. But I never saw it as anything until after my 21st birthday.

Long story short, we never actually discussed our feelings with eachother and just went with the flow. Coming to Thanksgiving weekend, I was only suppose to spend one night but ended up spending 3 nights and 4 days with eachother. I remember that weekend clearly because we spent the whole time talking about anything and everything.

Since that day, we have been together still. We became official March 23, 2011.

Yeah everyone had something to say about it. And I don’t blame them. Everyone has a right to their own opinions. I took myself out of the situation many times to take another’s perspective but it comes down to the point where you have to say fuck it. People can’t help how they feel especially knowing the depths of the situation. But shit happens. You either learn how to accept it or not no matter how fucked up it is. But it is what it is.

I couldn’t be anymore happier with this man. He’s shown me something that no Guy has ever shown me. He’s sweet, caring, smart, and considerate. Everything that I have never experienced before. I love him. I never thought I would ever fall in love again but he’s changed my mind completely.

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As for school, I am officially done with community college!! Woot woot!! Got accepted into my first choice which is Cal state channel islands baby!! .. so I will be leaving the SGV once again at the end of the summer.

Yup. That’s my life as of today.

My dog eats laying down. One word; lazyass.